Thursday, November 28, 2024

Contact

I try to do everything I want to do, but I don't have the capacity to do it all, so I have a crazy schedule. Due to this schedule, I haven't had enough time to update this blog lately. 

A few days ago, I received an email from a great, close friend who I lost the address by breaking my phone. This was a great happening in my life. I gave up contact once. So something quite exciting happened.

There were some other good things as well. Life is a place where bad things happen and good things happen too.

Friday, November 22, 2024

Low productivity

Productivity can be defined as the quality or quantity of results per given effort. Therefore, people say it is important to increase productivity at work and consider only productivity if you do anything.  
On the other hand, there have been many days when I have not gotten any results. I feel sad because the words remind me that the jobs are meaningless. But, I am a professional and I try to finish the jobs even if I know they are meaningless. 
Also, I am sad that there is no my side for the jobs. 

Wednesday, November 20, 2024

Life

Surely, I have a certain progress but it is too hard to make the progress. This is life. 

Monday, November 18, 2024

Carrot

When I ate fried rice at my favorite Chinese restaurant, I noticed that the carrots were very soft and had a nice texture. When I thought about the reason why it was good, I concluded that it was because it was cooked at a high temperature for a moment. When I think back on it, I realized that the carrots at the Chinese restaurant were soft.

Sunday, November 17, 2024

Physically tired

No matter how much I sleep, I cannot relieve my tiredness. My body feels heavy all the time.


Saturday, November 16, 2024

Breaking

My washing machine drainage became bad. 
I tried washing several parts to fix it, and a lot of dirt was removed but it did not work.
And, my hands are ruined from cleaning.

Friday, November 15, 2024

New trial

Everything is changing, but what I enjoy studying does not change. Now I have a new interest, and I am trying to start it. I knew any trial would not be easy, but I wanted to enjoy it. 


Thursday, November 14, 2024

Very sleepy

Very sleepy. My work has not ended. But, I feel happy. There are a lot of mysteries in the world, and they will make me happier. 

Wednesday, November 13, 2024

Sleepy

 Very sleepy. My work has not ended. 

Tuesday, November 12, 2024

Time

One of my favorite movies is Tokikake, but it was released in 2006, so even if I talk to current students about it, they won't understand because they haven't seen it in realtime. It's scary.

Monday, November 11, 2024

Bragging

Some people just brag. We can see everything about them because they want to show much of themselves. After we have seen everything, there will be no more content and that's where they lose interest. 

Too many people do not understand this mechanism. Humans are not naturally interested in other people. Maybe, being humble does not mean making ourselves smaller, it means not showing our bottom. I was tired of people bragging, so I realized this. 

Sunday, November 10, 2024

Mikan peel

My heart is tired, and I quickly run away to something easier. I have no way out, but I'm not motivated anymore. I want to enjoy sleeping or walking around for a while, but I must finish my work now. Because I feel that smell of mikan peel makes me wake up, I try to write codes I need with the peel. 

Saturday, November 9, 2024

Ramen at midnight

At midnight, I ate two bowls of ramen with friends. Those testes of the ramen were very delicious and I enjoyed a great time. Both the bowls of the ramen included a lot of backfat and rich Tonkotsu soup. The tastes were rich, and the flavors were also good but one had a unique pork bone smell strongly. Anyway, it was a great experience. 

But, the next day, I realized two bowls were too heavy for me. Those were like a time bomb. 

Friday, November 8, 2024

Difficult to keep working hard

I still need to work hard but it is very challenging because many people who disturb me appear. So, I need a power that kills the disturbed and keeps me. Maybe the power is not violence because it does not make good results. Maybe the power would be indifference. 

Thursday, November 7, 2024

Night

The day passes quickly. Every night comes soon. 

I found a restaurant in Shibuya that serves delicious miso ramen. It smelled like a high-quality cognac and was wonderful. Of course, there would be no alcohol in it. I think I'll go there when I work at night. Night comes soon. 

Wednesday, November 6, 2024

Coffee 907g ended in 3 weeks

I bought a 907g pack of coffee beans at Costco and the pack ended in 3 weeks. 3-week has 21 days and I consumed about 43g every day. Since I brew 5,6 cups of coffee from 43g coffee beans and I have two coffee breaks in a day, that means I drink 3 cups of coffee. The number of cups matches my feelings. Maybe I have too much drink coffee. 

Tuesday, November 5, 2024

Hungry

It's not all bad. I should pile small results up now. In recent weeks, my progress has not been going well. However, if I rearrange my small results, I must get a good result. I believe that and try to do this although I am really tired. 

Monday, November 4, 2024

Quit my favorite game

My morning routine is important, and it has changed in recent days because of the change in my life. When my phone had gone a few weeks ago, I stopped playing games in my morning routine. Then, my free time became longer than before, and I had no stress about not touching. An accident makes a change. This change may affect my life better. 

Sunday, November 3, 2024

Unexpectedly friend appeared

I have forgotten to update this blog for two days. 

A few days ago, I went to a favorite izakaya. I expected that no people would appear at the time because it was heavy rain and not to eat, but really unexpectedly, a friend seated and drank a glass of sake. I was surprised. 

I have a strange connection with him.