This night

Many foreigners wore costumes around my office. I believed the people who wore costumes were only Japanese, but there were also many foreigners. 

Reading Reading Reading

I needed to read some papers to study my topic, but I did not read them until now, so I read them suddenly. It was a very tough job.

Pie

I had never heard the words "Savory pie" until today.  

Because I have little English vocabulary, I am trying to improve my skills, which means studying a little. Today, I used the word "pie" to indicate a dessert, but a friend did not understand which sweet or salty pie it was. I knew meat pie but I did not recognize meat pie as "pie" because it was not sweet, and so I did not understand why the friend asked me which sweet or salty is. Then, another friend taught me the words "Savory pie" which indicates any salty pie. So, I was surprised that pie indicates the texture but not any taste type. That was very interesting. 

VR

I've heard that thanks to VR avatars, people are now able to interact with people without having to worry about their innate or acquired appearance or functions, and I feel like that's true. So, humanity becomes more important than appearance in the VR era. 

Option

I was surprised that, while I lost many friends' addresses, no one had sent me a message about a lost connection, but the view count of this blog increased. That means many people enjoy this diary of an unknown person. I believe I got one when I lost another. In this case, I lost many friends list, but I knew other people connected with me. 

Walk

A few days ago, I walked 20km at midnight. I saw a few people sleeping on the road. I realized it had become a good season. I could not imagine sleeping outside in summer because it was too hot. Now, it was perfect to sleep. It is in good condition. 

New phone

Since my ex-phone was broken, I bought a new one. All account was initialized and I lost some friends' connections. If my friends who connected with only LINE or FB watch this blog, please send an email to nitomaina@gmail.com, this address is a managing address. 

Cannot access all data

Since my phone was broken, I cannot access the data on the phone. And, some connections with friends were lost because I did not save some accounts, such as Line, x, games, etc. I believe God said to me "You should concentrate on fewer things than now" and gave me a chance to make new better connections. 

Completely broken

My phone was completely broken now. 

My phone

Suddenly, my phone did not respond to any touches. Since I had no idea why. And, I was not sure which hardware or software had problems. 

Since I could not use it, I just gave it a break for more than 1 hour. Then, it reacted touches. But, the responses did not smooth, but it was possible to control. Actually, the display and touch panel on the phone were broken and had a lot of cracks. So, the hardware might have a problem with the touch response. Simultaneously, the software might have a problem since it reacted after a break. 

In any case, it was gone. I need a new one. 

Taxi

From early morning to midnight yesterday, I had no free time. I was exhausted, so I slept on a train that I was supposed to take back and the train returned to the opposite side. I woke up after the last train finished and I had to go back by taxi. The taxi fee was very expensive but there was another way. Very sad. 

A break

Yesterday, I did not write this diary because there are too many jobs. 

Recently, I have used nanobind to connect C++ and Python. Still, I did not know how to return multiple values from C++ functions to Python and I separated an optimal function into some tiny functions, which is not efficient. Yesterday, I really needed to implement multiple values returned from a function, and I read the nanobind document again. Then, I knew to use "tuple." It can be prepared with make_tuple in C++ and it can be received by Python. By using it, efficient coding was enabled. 

Voice

I was really surprised by a friend's voice when he sang a song. I knew voice was an important component of shows at the time. And, I really think to practice my good voice. It makes something move at an important timing. 

Known

When something benefits people, they praise it. When something is interesting for people, they scold. So, people have implicit logic. If you only think that this is directly connected to people's emotions, you may see that humans are creatures of emotion, but in reality, I believe that we are all narcissistic people who consider our own morals to be just. 

Therefore, being around people who only praise all will not accomplish anything and will often just be a waste of time.

Nice members

I feel lucky because I have such great friends. They support me when I face problems. 

Recently, I talked about various things with a foreign friend. I was able to learn a lot about Hong Kong. I won't write anything specific, but I realized that there are many things I don't know. I believe that "knowledge of ignorance" comes from good friends.

Driving

I had been in a villa with friends for two days. To get there, I drove about 200 km. The drive got me tired, but I saw fantastic night sights and sea views.

And, we had some events. One of them is a study meeting for future demands. I understood what the next stage was and should prepare for it.

Strange smell

I experienced a strange thing. At midnight, an earthquake occurred. A few minutes before the earthquake, I felt a cloudy smell similar to glue. When I felt the smell, I looked for where it came from but didn't find it. Maybe, the smell came from the earthquake. 

People have the ability to detect something before it happens. We have to be careful if we feel something is different from usual. 

A break

 I had to take a break but drank some cups of beer and sake. That made me exhausted. Good night. 

From a teacher

I started to study something of companies with a teacher for economy.

She tell me a lot of how to change mentality. 

I got a lot of messages but the main message is change to be good. For the change, we have to stop all before change.

It's a real.

Knowing difference is

Most people don't mind but any difference is important. 

For example, caramelization and the Maillard reaction are both reactions that brown foods. However, they are different. Caramelization is a word for only a change in sugar. On the other hand, the Maillard reaction is a strange phenomenon that occurs when amino acids such as proteins are heated. They are different reactions. However, many people use the word, Caramelization not to change sugar.

Poop and fart come from the same place, but they're different.

Recognizing a difference is important for living good. 

Beauty

I understood appearance is an important factor when people talk in person. I saw a friend who I did not see but I have talked with text. I expected the friend to be a man but one in the real is not a man. It was very surprised and I got high impact from the atmosphere of the person. Beauty is justice. 

Keeping

I faced an essential problem for days and I kept thinking of a good solution but it wasn't coming soon. Today, I got a trigger of the solution. A good idea comes after keeping thought. 

Maybe false but interesting story

I've heard an interesting talk about intelligence from a friend. According to this talk, adults wearing clothes that don't match their body or seasons tend to have borderline intelligence and the borderline people cannot consider their clothes and environment. That was very interesting. 

Surely, many kids wear clothes that don't match the environment and generally do not have high intelligence. There may be a relationship between intelligence and clothes. 

So, I looked for documents about this; however, no documents were particularly relevant. I wonder if it was just a few people's experiences because some websites and videos said only. That was interesting, but I am not sure if it is real. 

Bicycles

I saw a police officer stop bicycles on the sidewalk in Shibuya. The police officer said bicycles must not run on the sidewalk and people must walk pushing bicycles on the sidewalk. I saw a perfect scene because bicycles running on the sidewalk are dangerous.

Stop the trigger

Life is short. I know that. And, I know social media kills my important time. Also, I have realized video content kills more. Moreover, if I feel a fried brain, the effect is stronger.

But I can't avoid the attack now because I am mentally weak. Even if one content is a short video, recent media show a series of short videos, which makes strong stimulation. 

To protect myself, I need mental strength. As the first step, from now on, I will stop listening to music in the daytime. I am not sure if it's effective or not, but I realized music is one trigger to other contents in social media.

being strong

When I have felt tired, I become more aggressive. If I find a stupid thing or a joke in some media, I normally laugh and feel at peace, but when I'm tired, I often feel like I'm wasting my time and irritated. 

However, smart people don't approach irritated people, so I have to train my humanity so that I don't get irritated even when I'm tired.

Nothing special

I can't remember what I did all day. I wonder if I was sleeping.

Pangasius

I casually bought a fillet of white fish at a supermarket. The front side of the package showed it was just white fish, but didn't show what it was. I thought most of the white fish we could buy at the supermarket were deep-sea fish. I believed it was seafood and bought it. 

But when I had it the first bite, I noticed a difference. It was very tasty but it had a slightly muddy smell, and I felt it was more like a freshwater fish than a sea fish. Since I didn't experience the feeling from the tastes of sea fishes, I was curious about what fish it was, and I looked at the notation on the package. It showed Pangasius. Because I didn't know the name, I searched for the name. It was a catfish from overseas. 

I didn't know a catfish is tasty. That was an interesting happening. Because I don't usually buy fish, it was a rare case. In the rare case, I got excited and I realized I was lucky. Something new brings me luck. Surely, I will buy it again.